Thursday, May 11, 2017

Ode on Mother's Day

She would bear a child,
She is called a mother.
A mom like her,
is a child’s best lover.
But my mom
is never a super woman.
She would take care of us kids
like any other moms did.
When I was small,
she was never with me at school
Yet, I wondered why she knew everything,
that I spilled my milk and was then crying.
She neither asked me to succeed
nor give me dreams to achieve
She just told me what good it is
when one becomes a priest.
A priest, she said, can save the whole family
and so she prayed that priesthood becomes my destiny.
I never saw her proud for whatever I received as a reward
But when I was down and sick,
she would heal me so I stood up quick.
But as I grew up I just wanted to be free from her embrace
I hurt her, with my words and actions, straight to her face.
I thought my life is better without a mother at my side
But when the entire world left me, she alone was there to stand by my side.
Years passed, I grew old and I saw my mother grew older.
Late have I realized, I never have been her better child.
How I wish to turn back the times, to make her feel happy,
Because her remaining years are not enough for me even to say sorry
Though I said it’s too late, I dared to finish what she wanted for herself if at the age of 16 she were not only married
A lawyer, a teacher, an educator and everything she started, all these I would become because I love my mom.
Nonetheless, she told me, only priesthood is adequate to make her happy
For her soul and that of the other members of the family are assured of a happy life for all eternity.
Now, I can still say, my mom is never a super woman
But the truth is I cannot live without her.
Call me a mama’s boy or whatever
But I rather go first to the grave than to live all my life without a mother.
To my mom, you made me all that I am and gave me all that I have.
To God, bless my mom with long life as I give up to You all that I am and all that I have.


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